So LONLEY

I FEEL SOOOOO LONLEY SOOOOOOO DESPEARTE FOR MANY REASONS . I DNT WANT 2 TALK ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW. LONLINESS THT WORTH FEELING EVER DNT KNW THE REASON I HAVE MY FRIENDS I LOVE THEM & THEY LOVE ME BUT IS THIS ENOUGH? I NEED LOVE IN MY LIFE , I VE NEVER KNOWN THIS FEELING I JUST HAVE FELT IN MY THOUGHTS .I DONT LIKE 2 TALK ABOUT IT ,I FEEL AS IT V HUMLIATING THT I VENT FOUND TILL NOW THE LOVE IN MY LIFE.
I GUESS THT I 'M A GROWN UP PERSON I M NOT THT KID WHO JUST WANT 2 HAVE A BF LIKE HER FRIENDS OR HER COLLEAGUES . I'M WAITING THIS LOVE SINCE A V LONG TIME BUT NOTHING HAPPEND TILL NOW, I GUESS THT 'S THT REASON I FEEL SO LONLEY AS I FEEL NOW.